Easter at Cocoa Beach

So this morning, after my long weekend of prom and then riding 6 whole hours to get to the beach, we got up super early to go to the sunrise service on the beach beside the Cocoa Beach Pier. It was awesome to be out there with so many people that made themselves get out of bed during their vacation just to celebrate Easter Sunday. There were probably 300 people gathered there this morning for the service to sing along in worship of God while the sun rose over the vast ocean. After the message and worship people gathered to be baptized in the ocean of Cocoa Beach with the sun just above the ocean. It was an amazing site to see, everyone gathered to be "dunked" in the ocean on Easter Sunday. It will definately be something that I never forget.

Love, Lies, and Deceit.

What is love exactly? Is it just those butterflies you get in your stomach when this guy talks to you for the first time after you have been crushing on him for the longest time? Is it caring for a person more than yourself? Is it taking care of that person when they are sick? Or is it dealing with getting hurt by them over and over again just so you can be with them? Love. Love leads to lies. Lies. Lies lead to deceit. Deceit. Deceit is what hurts the most, but it also makes that love stronger by working through it together. All of these are tied together like knots in a string. With one comes another no matter what. Love will always contain lies because without those lies there would be nothing to work on in the relationship. There would be no deceit. There would be no fights that would end with making up by showing that person just how much you love them and you would feel those butterflies deep down in your stomach again just like the first time. You would feel that tremendous love again just like when you first met your lover. This love grows and grows with each and every lie that is stitched into this web of love and life. All love has issues, this we cannot run away from. It follows us everywhere. With each failed relationship we learn something about ourselves and about love. We may get hurt, but that just makes us stronger so we will ultimately be able to be with your true love forever even through numerous fights and misunderstandings. We build ourselves up and create a strong foundation for a future marriage. So remember… when those relationships that you thought was the one failed, it is not the end of the world… it is the start of something new. It is the start of a new love to come. This is when you begin to love yourself.

The Number One Love of My Life :)

Oh my love, oh how I love thee. You may be small, but that does not change my feelings for you. You make me smile and giggle every time I see your adorable face. I love the way you get loud when your so happy and how your tummie is so warm... just like a little heater for my hands. Even though your quite the crazy one, I love you to death. You sure do get hyper a lot though, but that is fine with me as long as I'm there to watch and laugh. You always know how to make me happy even when I've had the worst day or in the worst mood ever. I miss you every day when I must leave you and I look forward to you seeing you through out the day. You are all I think about during my free time. I think of playing with you and holding you in my arms while you lick my face and kiss me. I can always tell you are so excited to see me. You run to me with open paws and smile and kiss me all over my face and hands. Sometimes you get overly excited and vicious and may bite a little... just like a vampire. Either way, I love you with all my heart and I have no idea what I would do with out you. You have my heart, and you always will. I love you, always and forever. :)

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My baby girl, Lulu Jones :)

Born: Thanksgiving Day 2009

You are the most precious pup ever known to man.

I love you little girl :)

Had you going didn't I? 

Haha, yes... my number one love of my life is my puppy,
but hey... that's fine with me. :)

She is the most adorable thing I've ever seen.
So, what is so wrong with that?

I tricked you ;)

Who wants to be a kid? I do! I do!

Seems like you always want to grow up and be an adult because they were so cool when your a little kid, but when you get older you wish you were that little kid again. Back in the good old days of playgrounds and Crayola color crayons... man those were the days. No stress, no term papers. So unbelievably innocent. Not a care in the world... so busy worrying your parents about everything that didn't matter at all, but of course we didn't realize that then. Now life is hectic and we are responsible for everything that happens around us. Back then we could just blame it on another little kid and we wouldn't get in trouble. Why can't life be that simple now? haha. Guess the cops wouldn't be able to deal with that. Playing the blame game sure would get a lot more innocent people in jail. Of course our jail as little kids was either a corner in the room or standing at the fence during recess. Either way, if someone asked if I wanted to be a little kid again if i had that choice, I so would... at least for a day. Just one carefree day. Stress free day. Drama free day. Yes, that would be perfect.

Who wants to be a kid again?
I DO I DO! :D

Seniors 2010... Continued.

Shoot yes, I know I have some posting to do. It has been what? four months? Crazy how time has passed by so fast. I heard today that the seniors only have 48 more days of school before we are out and then graduation is May 28th. This year has flown by unbelievably fast. It feels like we just started this year yet only three more months are left in it. This senior year has been one to remember though. Many things have happened and some that probably shouldn't be remembered.

Homecoming was a blast. Stayed out way to late, but I somehow survived the weekend without much sleep. Christmas didn't even feel like Christmas. It wasn't cold enough and I don't know about you, but to me it just didn't feel like it was time for Christmas yet. I mean usually we have Thanksgiving at my grandparent's house, but this year we weren't able to. Maybe that is why it didn't feel like Christmas was supposed to happen yet. Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Years, Valentines Day. Everything has flown by. Valentines Day weekend I went on a ski trip with my church's youth group. It snowed constantly, flakes blinding you as you tried to walk. Even to the point of inhaling them through your nose. It was like a blizzard, but of course it would be like that to a southern girl who never experiences snow during the winters. It was a great trip, but I was surely glad to be home out of that snowing nightmare.

Now it is term paper time. WAHOO. Haven't even read the book I'm writing the paper on. I'm so excited, can't you tell? I feel like I know basically everything about the book though just from all the research we had to do. School. Just can't wait to graduate, but then there is more school of course. It seems never ending. College should be better though, at least more fun and exciting I hope. I'm going to Georgia Southwestern with my friend Lindsey, we are rooming together of course.

Well, its lunch time...

Seniors 2010

So, I am a senior this year. It's crazy how fast these years have gone by and this one has like disappeared before my eyes. It feels like just yesterday was the first day of school and now its almost Thanksgiving, then Christmas. Half way through already! School hasn't been terrible hard or anything, but some classes are slightly more difficult than others like Anatomy but at least that is an interesting class unlike some. In Current Events we are playing world leaders in a Middle Eastern simulation online. I am the foreign minister of Syria haha. Who would have ever thought I'd be helping run a country? Crazy stuff, I say. In British English we are just now getting into term paper time. We just finished Pride and Prejudice, which is one of my favorite MOVIES haha. The book I barely even read, but I still love the story. I even bought the sequels to read later... gotta learn more about Mr. Darcy :)

So this year is almost half way gone... who knows whats gonna happen next!

July 17, 2009... the Day I Turned 17 Years Young.

So, I just found this blog that I apparently was going to write on my birthday last year when I turned 17. Well... it is nearly a year later, I will be 18 in almost four whole months and will have already graduated high school. How crazy is that? Only a year later and so much has changed. My seventeenth birthday was spent in Atlanta, Georgia with my family. We traversed all over the great city of the ATL... from the Botanical Gardens to the Atlanta Zoo. We went to the Coke factory and the new, giant Georgia Aquarium. I loved all of these places, but probably the Botanical Gardens the most because I am just obsessed with flowers and orchids and they had a whole orchid house especially for them. I took so many pictures we had to stop and wait for me to delete old pictures I didn't need.

Wow, just found out they are having their annual Orchid Society Show this weekend... wish I could go dangit! I could buy a new unique orchid that you can't find down here in south Georgia. Anyone going? Take me? Please? :)


(posted March 11, 2010)